04.05.05 - 10:44 am
i had a dream about j. downs last nite, wherin he had gained about 75 pounds and had a shaved head again and was dressed sloppily. he was older, also, his baby face mostly gone. he looked reminiscent of the 50 year-old garbage man picture he photoshopped a couple years ago. he was so slow-moving and sad.
all of this was in the context of us being in a terrifyingly haunted house, and at the end of the dream he kissed the top of my head the way a father or brother would, and said goodbye.
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